la cerveau

A Story by Bisakha

Basically 'The Brain', but in French, because I have a bad habit of romanticizing shizz ;3

So, this organ had a job to create happy chemicals and make me happy, but man, it seems to hate me! I will tell you why

Basically grew up with certain childhood traumas but this mf of an organ instead of solving it gives me flashbacks of those, but in 'pro max' form, also yk i found the love of life and body feels so safe around this human but again this mf makes me hurt him, so what's the conclusion?

the conclusion is:

Down to my quarks I know what's wrong and what's right, but in the association of all the atoms in my cranial space they turn against me (basically gang up against me, lol). So in search of answers I asked my therapist that I suffered, I have the flashbacks, yet I overthink and suffer, why? is not my brain supposed to help me? then why is it making it so difficult for me?

Well, the answers to the questions haunting me, ironically lie all inside me. The answer to why my brain is being a biatchh lies in perception, MY PERCEPTION OF MYSELF.

It's tricky to think and accept oneself, so basically I imply my thoughts on people and think they are theirs, and thus my brain creates a facade where it seems the whole world is crawling up my skin, when in reality it's just how I see myself. I might be nothing in comparison, but I am everything me and myself so my competition is no else but me, and my rival, just my brain.

sometimes you need it all rough to get through so that's how our brain works, but as an uncontrolled wildfire is the destroyer of existence, an untamed brain is perilous!

how so? Because it uses everything on us that it is supposed to protect us from, but it's untamed so all we need to do is give it the throne it deserves but only after it's reign is in our willing hands! ride all your demons, because you can't push them away and move forward, it's impossible, what's possible is remembering it all and capturing the glitch in the matrix and using it our benefit! It will never be a cakewalk, but the day you ride your demons instead of hiding from them, you will realise the necessity of it all, it's impact and then will you understand the one we call brain, sitting at the zenith it is nothing but a reflection of all that we are, sometimes when we are fogged by lies, it reflects the truth thus making life difficult and we blame it all on our brain.

so, let's give this organ a chance, let's train it, rather than staying in fear of it capacities and let's explore it's possibilities, all of it. Let's fall face down the rabbit hole just so we can rise up beyond the clouds!