I'm Not A Monster

I live inside you. I love you. Why don't you love me?

 

Dear Mommy,

I’m not a monster

I just want you to love me

I know he hurt you

But please don’t take it out on me

I don’t want to go to sleep

I haven’t even woken up yet

 

“It’s not a baby yet”

“No one would miss it”

You tell yourself that every night

You sit and cry for hours

It’s all my fault

I don’t deserve to live

 

No, I don’t deserve you

I’m his child

Go to the doctor

Have me ripped out of you

It’s what I deserve

I’ll pay for the pain he caused you

Bye, bye mommy

I’m sorry it had to end this way

 

Love, Your Baby

Reviews

[Sheila Kline]

WOW....what an indepth, soulful write! It has gripped me to the end of my toes!
Very good insight from the view of the unborn child!
Well done!
Sheila

[These Haunted Hallways]

Holy Jeez!! Talk about painfully haunting!! Woh, that just shocked the heck out of me hehe. I think u did a very good job with this, truly. Tis very strong :)

B.A.

[rachel <3]

heart breakingly beautiful!
brought tears to my eyes.
great job!
~Black Hope

[Becca]

Incredible. Shockingly real. It's so vivid... well done. Very, very well done.