Let it go

 

A look of worry covers my face

as i read you message last night

it hurt me more than anything ever has

i wish sometimes you could see what exactly

went on when i was young

but you just dont understand

sometimes i blame myself

for saying things i shouldnt say

and if i lose you it would be my fault

but what do you actually accept about me

not my past

you think i could have changed the way it was

truthfully i wouldnt change it for nothing

because if i could change it

i probaly wouldnt be the way i am today

it hurts me when all we do anymore is argue

and most of the time

it is my fault

sometimes i get mad because

i think your overreacting

but then i see why your mad

im trying my best

but dont expect me to be perfect

everyone makes mistakes

i will continue to make mistakes

no matter what happens in my life

no matter who i lose

just know i love you

and hopefully

we can make us work

Author's Note

im sorry im kind of having an arguement with my boyfriend so im writing what i feel