Just Be.

Just be. I sit and think how it would be to have a way to you forget. Not just temporary forget. Forget for Forever. Moments. Forget the moments of pain, embarrassment, humility, heartache, shame, disloyalty, hatred, anger. All the feelings that keep you up at night. The feelings that claw at your brain like a rabid beast. The feelings that make you just not want to feel anymore. That exhaust you until you feel like you can’t breathe anymore. The feelings that make you not want to even think anymore. The feelings that make you feel small and worthless. Trapped. Trapped within yourself. A prisoner of your own mind. Round and round we go, where it stops... That’s power. That’s power and we just give it away. So careless. So reckless. There’s fun in careless and reckless, and for a fleeting moment careless and reckless can make you fly. Nothing else matters. Nothing can bring you down. The essence of life. No, I wouldn’t change any of these feelings. To feel is to be human, and to be human is to be... what? Grow. It’s easier said than done, especially when you’re laying on a bathroom floor gasping for air as you drown in your own tears. F**K you have to grow from that. There’s no where else to go from there. Just be.