Lost

What do you expect from me?

I try my best to please you,

But you still turn away.

You confuse me with your words,

Make me feel like you want me.

I look down at my hands

To hide my blushing face,

But when I look up you’re gone.

 

I want so much to tell you how I feel,

For holding in these feelings

Are tearing me apart.

These words are eating me away,

These feelings.

 

I want so much to tell you how I feel

For holding in these feelings

Are tearing me apart.

These words are eating me away,

These feelings.

 

I want so much to tell you how I feel,

I need to tell you before it is too late,

Before we go our separate ways,

Before you are with someone else,

And then I won’t be able to tell you

How I feel.

 

I wish I would have told you sooner

But would it have made a difference?

To be honest I am scared

To find out.

 

I am scared of what you would say.

Would you reject me?

Accept me?

 

I am scared you would reject me

I am scared it might change everything

That we would no longer be friends.

 

I am also scared

Of if you would accept me.

Would it be everything

I thought it would be?

Would you make me feel,

That there is no one else

Besides you and me?

Would we be happy together?

 

Would you love me?