the 2:15 appointmentA Poem by mayoside by side on sticky vinyl chairs we face a therapist who I can’t help but notice is half my age her breasts still perky her face accutane-cleared and rosey much like her personality I have quit. I am done. but this man and I have made a vow so I will sit here sweaty palms, the nervous tapping of my feet I will listen as he beats himself up in front of me blames everything on pessimism and loss shedding weaknesses like last year’s skin oh, and there she sits nodding and rewarding how brave he is to be so open! she coddles and coos what does she know of hard scrubbed love? the kind that lasts way past forgivenesses? the wounds that leave permanent scars? the knees that no longer bend? the bed that stays empty longer and longer? I have quit. I am done. but a promise is a promise and I listen with half closed ears while picking stuffing out of the cut made, I imagine, by some other wounded lover I don’t really notice when it is my turn to talk this is it two pairs of glistening eyes pleading for me to throw my arms around his hang-dog neck and promise again what I promised before I am all out of words tired of repeating myself in an endless loop. behind miss bright eyes’ right shoulder is a stain on the wall- much like blood. I consider that instead. I talk on and on about whether I think that it could be a mosquito or a splatter from a busted nose? a gun shot? what kind? does she know the name of the therapist who must of come before her? he will finally stand up shake the pretty lady’s hand and help me to my feet again ignoring my strained laughter and how I quit. © 2008 mayo |
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