Chapter II

After the suicide attempt, the girl tries to get through school.

I limped my way down the hallway, eyes burning through the torn muscles in my ankle and into my head. People seemed to see me now not as the fun girl, with awesome hair and was honor roll in all her classes, but the girl who was brave enough to jump off a cliff. Whot ried to tie a 10 pound weight to her ankle. Who trieds to commit suicide.

      The desk squeeked as I let all of my body weight sink into it. Right now, I just wanted to sink into the floor, too and disapear, what I thought would happen when I jumped off the cliff at El Puch. It had felt so...so right, so....swift. A sharp pain exhuberated through my ankle and into my shin. "Wathc it!" I sneered. I wasa really annoyed with people today.

"My bad." the voice said in a fake pout. "Why dont you just go kill yourself if you dont like people stepping on your ankle?" I looked up at the farmiliar voice. My hearst catapulted into my stomach. It was Leon, a boy who used to be friend. But I guess he turned sour like everyone else. His friends laughed and he grimaced at me with a pathetic look on his face. The teacher walked in and told Leon and the rest of the boys to sit down and stop flinging spit balls at vthe back of my neck. She looked at me, and a wave of sympathy passed by her face. She had probably been talking about me in the teacher's room, laughing at the girl who tried to kill herself. Who was probably insane and who had just gotten an A+ on her mid-terms. My science teacher had taken me aside and had explained to me why the human body wants to destroy itself. She made me sound like a monster. Like a phsyco killer who killed everything in it's path. But the truth was...I was the only thing in my path. And I'm set to destroy it.