That Feeling, again

That Feeling, again

A Poem by maya_online
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but then I get that feeling, again, and know I can't do this again.

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But then I get that feeling, again.
That feeling where
everything is better
in your presence, and 
I'm unsure how I've lived
life without you until now,
because without you I
can't live.
I get that feeling, again,
where roses seem to sprout where 
you walk, and where you run
beauty seems to unfold, but I know
it's not real because I've felt
this feeling before, and again, I know
the roses will wilt, again, and the
beauty will fade, again. 
Again, that feeling, 
seems to play a tune that I can't 
ever put my
finger on, but it's 
something so beautiful,
and lovely,
that I don't ever want it to 
stop.
But I know it will, again, because
I've felt this before, and that tune 
becomes something
that I hate hearing,
and it reminds me of
things I hate thinking.
So as I get this feeling, again. 
I know where the roses will 
stop and where the beauty 
will end, I know how the tune
will play out, because i'm feeling
all this again.
I know I still have no clue
what this feeling is, but
when this feeling fades,
again, 
and my heart breaks,
again,
maybe I'll learn to 
grow my own roses.
Have my own beauty.
Maybe I'll learn to play that tune
and maybe, just maybe
I'll feel this feeling, again.
And have a name for it.
So, again?

© 2024 maya_online


Author's Note

maya_online
https://voca.ro/1o1VufCVQ8vN

As someone who over thinks a BUNCH, I don't think 'love' is ever really the word when the person we enjoy being around depicts our entire mood. At the end where the speaker says "so, again?" it's as if shes asking her partner if she can love him, or if he is ready because when she loves she loves strong, if their upset, so are you, and you know it's not healthy but you do it over and over and over...
again.

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I don't usually like poems about romantic relationships as I cannot relate to them but yours actually made me feel your pain it is really nice

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Added on November 13, 2024
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Tags: melancholy, sad, death, love, attachment, maya_online

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A Poem by maya_online