Family, Why?

Family, Why?

A Poem by Matteus Ducey
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ever since i was born - my life you have torn. ever since i was young - you've been breaking my balls. ever since i could talk - you've made me shut up. ever since i've met you...i've f*****g hated you. 
you hate me. i hate you. we're in the same room - what are you gonna do? i can't see. i'm all black and blue. we're in the same room - what are you gonna do?
go ahead, put that f*****g needle in your arm. i need someone to shut me up and tell me that i'm wrong. go ahead, take another hit from my bong - that you stole. i always knew you had no soul. go ahead, throw me down a set of stairs - hit me with a lawn chair. is that your best? wait and see - i'll do worse! i'll f**k you up with my bare hands. i'll rip - off your f*****g dick and shove it up your f*****g a*s. you mother f*****g prick, you'll wish you're never born!
family, i just want you to know - i forgave you long ago. i just had to get out - all this s**t i had in me. i don't hate you, i hate what you did. what did i do to deserve your hatred? is it my fault i was born? you've destroyed everything i found sacred. vengance i've sworn.

© 2011 Matteus Ducey


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Reality can be a royal nightmare when surrounded by demons who claim to be your family. Though they pretend as though they care and are angels deep down inside they are snakes wanting to bite. Anyway this was a good example of artistic lore.

Posted 13 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Again i feel you, i ve written really angry poems too, i have not dared to share. The pain a family inflicts stays even after forgiveness has ensued, its good to get the anger out, i like this poem, it speaks for me too.

Posted 13 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Matteus Ducey
Matteus Ducey

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