Blame Me

it took many years for me to have the clarity to write this song.

locked up in a cage i feel so betrayed and i scream your name just to learn that i've been mislead and it hurts inside.

so many nights - drowsy, sleepless. so many weeks - blank faced, depressed. when did it start? wouldn't you like to know. all i feel is apathy. blood drips down - now i've found a way to cope 'cause of you. the razor falls, acid dropped, and in my thoughts i'm with you. have i failed you? have i betrayed you?

i did not pull her trigger. i did not cut her vein. don't you point your f*****g finger in my face and scream my name out of shame. i never told her to do it, i never would. so why did she go and say that i did? did she really think i would?

so many months - hated, restless. so many years - cold and faceless. how did it start? wouldn't you like to know. i feel nothing. blood drips down - now i've found a way to cope 'cause of you. the razor falls, acid dropped, and in my thoughts i'm with you. have i failed you? have i betrayed you?

i did not pull your trigger. i did not cut your vein. don't you point your f*****g finger in my face and scream my name out of shame. i never told you to do it, i never would. so why did you go and say that i did? did you really think i could?

blame me, hate me, take me, break me. blame me, hate me, take me, break me.

i did not pull your trigger. i did not cut your vein. don't you point that f*****g finger in my face and scream my name in shame. i never told you to do it, i never would. so why did you go and say that i did? did you really think i could?

Reviews

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. unbelievable ... i thought i was the only one who could be taken for a ride thus ... there are people i love ... and they wrongfully point fingers ... after years and years ... because of the support of other people who are sensitive and respectful ... i've healed ... and am able to call a spade a spade ... it takes a lot of guts ... and this is an inspiring write ... plus, i hardly find anything on the subject ... so this is quite a surprise ... and a more than welcome one ...

[Matteus Ducey]

thank you. and yea, most people don't write about the same topics as me. i write about past experiences which, for whatever reason, is rare in this day in age. anyway, i'm sorry that you can relate to this. i know it feels like s**t. we never really heal.