trohpy case

something I wrote at work the other morning...

Trophy case

I just had to agree

When you leaned over and whispered softly in my ear

Aren’t you glad you are dead inside like me?

I couldn’t argue and I didn’t fight

And that somehow was harder than admitting the truth

That I’m only dead inside because you put me on my knees

And blew my inner thoughts all over our pretty bed

Clumps of love for you stick around like brain matter

Don’t worry it’s far better than a life without you

Really it’s like a mercy killing of a sick dog

I just don’t want to be

In a world without your collar and leash

Hold me down and strangle me

Let the happiness build as the stars become brighter and then darker

I’ll breathe you in until my lungs are raw

Cut me open and let me decorate your walls

I will be mounted and placed

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