About My Fear Of Death

About My Fear Of Death

A Poem by mattavelli
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English sonnet sandwiched between some Eights 'n Sixes

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Children of God, pity my flawed
and dull sense of self-worth.
While heaven may find you someday,
I'll return to the earth.

I'm nothing but a wisp of swirling dust,
set out to please my heart and gut; and bound
to disappear in time, as all things must,
that come from and return unto the ground.

And, like a stone that's beaten by the wind 
or twigs picked up by birds to build their nest,
those pieces forming me, upon my end,
will go back in the mix with all the rest.

And, as our world is eaten by the stars,
in time so stretched, but no concern to me,
there will be none who care about what mars
and taints my current swirling ecstasy.

I'm living with the suffocating fear,
that when i die, my mind will disappear.

So, if it seems I'm chasing dreams,
betting on illusions,
just leave me be, in reverie,
amongst my delusions.

© 2016 mattavelli


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mattavelli
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Hey stranger. I was looking for Petrarchan sonnets by different poets. Couldn't find one that you had identified. Studying the resolution in the sestet of the octave. Ran into Richard. The one with the pen.

I tried not to be distracted by the bread and ate the meat of the sandwich first. Not sure if I can alleviate your fears, as I believe we are as organic as all around us and death takes our minds in the end. Excellent expression of fear though. I would like to think my essence might end up in a nest, of life. I really liked the sonnet and can see how you might want to add to it. The sonnet form is so brief. And you used your last quatrain to completely resolve your thoughts.

Direct me to a Petrarchan Sonnet if you have one. Thanks

Posted 2 Years Ago


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mattavelli

2 Years Ago

Thanks for reading, Bill! :)
I direct you to my Sonnet For Regret. Enjoy the writing. That so.. read more



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Incredible! Truly amazing, I actually read it a few times and each time fell deeper into it.

Posted 9 Years Ago


mattavelli

9 Years Ago

I'm glad you liked it, Andrea. I had fun writing it.
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mattavelli, this is an amazing write. the rhythm and flow of the piece combined with your spot-on rhyme scheme makes this piece very reader-friendly and accessible. But the subject matter is so much deeper, so much more certain of your fate that it can transcend the present and ruminate about the hereafter. This is one of your very best pieces that I've had the pleasure of reading. So well done. take care...dan

Posted 9 Years Ago


mattavelli

9 Years Ago

Thanks for reading, Dan. This one was rolling around in my head for a while.

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