Keeping Reality at Bay

Supposedly together,

yet never felt further apart

no conversations,

nothing to initiate or start

So it's going to be like this

taking back every drunken word

all those nights on that broken couch 

memories that never quite occured 

Reformatted that sorry phone

now all those pictures just wiped away

as if they never occurred,

keeping reality at bay

While he rants and raves

feeling too much

here comes another period

of self gratifying touch 

mathiasthom

written 1/12/20