Mediocrity

I was going to write something 

true to the word,

not at all absurd

spontaneous and hilarious

Well things didn't go quite as planned

always alone,

never to understand

why this is so?

Don't expect reason and rhyme

thrown in the towel

for the thousandth time

mediocrity so foul

All these plans fell through

well what can you do

when the phantoms of the past

just literally kicked your a*s

These good feelings never last

fueled by caffeine

and a lack of means

wallowing away in the shadows cast

A friend in need,

you are your own worst enemy

watching the night transform into day

chemical shakes, one endless heartbreak

mathiasthom

written 8/8/19

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

it is so hard to write something hilarious...even just happy....pain rules the pen...we write
sad much more easily than glad.
and when we are lonely....we are our worst enemy....we question ourselves constantly asking "Why?"

good write...

j.