Nothing Ever Changes

Almost dating,

yeah it almost came to pass

putting up a good front

but it was bound to never last

Saying those sweetened words

hiding the teeth beneath

now emerging after hiding

in this room for far too many weeks

Almost feeling Optimistic

even a song of cheer

blasting from this Ipod

grinning from ear to ear

Endorphins kicking in

don't like these feelings

so awkward and alien

always cold in this skin

Trying to change

a new environment?

maybe just walking away

from heart felt words never meant...

mathiasthom

written 5/23/18