at a lost for words.

How do I describe this darkness that plaques me?

When every thought is jumbled together,

and the words continue to escape me.

Breathing has become quite diffcult,  

and I feel as if I am being sufficated.

I'm pleading for help, yet nothing comes out.

Everything I see is in the color of grey,

and every sound I hear is muted.

 

How do I describe that I don't feel anything?

Emotions are foreign to me,

and my life has become nothing.

I'm stuck in my own personal hell with every bit of life I have left being destroyed.

I'm lost at what to do or where to go.

I no longer know what I believe or what I want.

I know nothing.

I have become helpess and lost.

 

 

How do I write when there is nothing worth writing?

Please, someone just tell me.