I feel so angry
I can just throw the telephone across my office. I rest my head against the
back of my desk chair, trying to relax, keep calm, and prevent any strange and weird
thoughts from entering my head. Its these moments when I regret marrying Elisa.
After today, I might just grow to hate her. But, in all fairness to myself, I
am crazy about her and extremely devoted of course.
She knows that
my clientele is as important for my company as anything. But when she calls at
5:30pm to tell me to cancel any meetings I have because she has something
important she has to tell me, I am utterly speechless. She knows that Margie
Mason is coming in for an extremely important meeting of the possibility that
Johnsons Inc. might just be the company that will help her expand her empire of
The Sweet Tooth - a branch of
restaurants that specialize in selling pastries and cakes in New York city- with
the interest of taking the branch all across America.
And now I’m
sitting here, like a complete fool, trying to make up the courage to call
Margie and tell her that the meeting will just have to be cancelled for today.
She would be so disappointed I’m sure. This just looks so unprofessional, how
can Johnsons Inc. compete with other companies if we’re this unprofessional?
This gives every right for Margie to forget the deal altogether.
I stare at the
phone for a couple of minutes. Well, its now or never. With hands shaking, I put a phone through to
my receptionist Linda in order for her to put me through to Margie Mason,
“Hello?”
“ Um, hello
Margie?” I say, trying to buy some time.
“Yes, that’s me.
Who is this?” Margie says.
“ Oh its me,
Richard Johnson. Listen I’m just calling to let you know that unfortunately the
meeting today has to be cancelled due to private matters. I’d really like to
make it but this is important. Would you mind if we do the meeting sometime
this week instead? Please? ,” I ask eagerly.
“Oh, um, ok that
would be alright I suppose. I’ll let Judith contact you to put the meeting
sometime next week since my schedule right now is extremely busy as you can
imagine,”
“We’ll find a
way to make it work I’m sure! Ok, so thank you Mrs. Mason, I look forward to
seeing you sometime next week,” I say, relieved.
The next thing I
hear is a beeping sound from the other end. Margie does not seem to be happy,
and should I blame her? This just puts the development of her string of pastry
shops even more behind than scheduled. I would be in hysterics right now if I
were her. Well, come to think of it, I am in hysterics right now. And angry
too. I should be thinking of going to anger management classes.
Just as I start
to calm down and relax, I hear her approaching the office. I don’t know what it
is, whether it’s the sound of her 5-inch stiletto heels tapping at the granite
floor, or the tune she always sings under her breath when she’s bored or not
speaking to anyone, but I could feel her approaching. I hadn’t had time to think
on what my reaction to her would be. Should I be mad? Or maybe not mention
anything?
As she enters
the office, I’m in a state of panic. Not only because I’m still quite mad at
the woman I’m in love with, or what I had just seen in front of my eyes. Elisa
was almost unrecognizable, even to me. Her soft brown hair, which was always
pulled back in a tight chignon whenever she was going out, was all down to her
shoulders, messed up. She eyes were red, and accompanying them were two streaks
of mascara running down her cheeks. Instead of either wearing one of her
numerous designer dresses or suits, she’s wearing a jeans and a hoody. And to
top it all off, she’s accompanying the whole portrayal with a cigarette hanging
from the side of her mouth and her hands shoved in the pockets of her hoodie.
I’m quite
speechless quite to say the least. I have never seen Elisa so untouched before,
as you can call it. Not even when she wakes up in the morning does she look in
such a state of despair. But then something comes to mind. Something really
terrible has happened for Elisa to come to look in such a state. She works as
editor and chief of The Mode Magazine for Christ’s sake, if she can’t channel
fashion than no one can.
I wake up from
my seat to greet her, but she just signals to me to sit down. She walks slowly
up to my desk, looking at her feet the whole time, and occasionally taking a
breath from her cigarette, which is clearly filling my office with cigarette
smoke.
“Richard, its
over,” Elisa says, whist shaking her head from side to side.
Wait, what did
she just say?
“What do you
mean its over?” I say, astonished.
“What I mean is
that I want a divorce,” she says.
“You want WHAT?”
I scream, at the top of my lungs.
“We’re not meant
to be together Richard. We live totally separate lives ever since we got
married. I mean, can’t you see that this isn’t working?” Elisa says, and she
starts to sob.
“Don’t act like
a bloody victim here Elisa! Don’t’ you dare! I have loved you and honoured you
from far before we were married, or actually ready to get married. God, I loved
you from the moment I saw you at that Christmas party John was throwing at his
penthouse!” I say, angrily of course.
“And I too felt
a connection for you then. But now, now everything’s different Richard! We
don’t want the same things in life. I’ve been thinking about this for a while
now, hoping that maybe it’s a feeling that passes or I’m just stressed with
work and stuff. But no, we have to face the fact that we’re not good for each
other anymore,”
“Ok, explain to
me this. What has made you come to the conclusion that divorce is the only
solution to our problems? I’ve been
divorced twice before Elisa, I know what it feels like to throw away a marriage
without trying hard enough. Of course, I was young then, I had the world at my
feet, just beginning to experience the taste of pleasure that success brings
you. In what way don’t we want the same things in life?” I ask.
“You will never
understand,” Elisa says, shaking her head, “ I want a husband who comes home at
5pm so we can eat dinner together and have a wonderful time, I want a husband
who is ready to start a family, to have kids. I want a husband who is ready to
take time off to take me travelling or even to dinner. But you’re not ready for
any of that. You never were. You may love me more than you love your company,
but let me tell you this Richard, for the past 5 years that I have known you,
you have put the company as a priority over me,” Elisa says, looking at me now.
“Well, alright.
We’ll try something new. I’ll take time off when this deal with Margie is over
and done with, I’ll take you travelling all over Europe. Or even all over the
world if it makes you happy. But please,
let’s not throw all this away,” I say.
‘’I’m sorry Richard,
but no, that won’t be happening. My lawyer will contact your lawyer for the
divorce papers and such. I hope you have a good life Richard,” Elisa said.
And just like
that, she turned her heel and ran out of the office, as if she was eager to run
away from me. Maybe at that moment, I should have run after her, but I was so
shocked and overwhelmed with what had just happened that I couldn’t come to
face the fact that all that I had heard was true. But maybe this is a temporary
thing, she’ll go and spend a few nights’ at her sister’s apartment to get some
space, and then she’ll come back home and accepts the apology. Yes, that’s how
it will all go down, and everything will be just fine.
I call Linda to
get my driver ready to take me home. I had had enough of the office for a day.
At that moment I felt that my huge office was just a tiny space which started
suffocating me little by little. I was overwhelmed and quite numb as I looked
at my office for the last time that day, and whilst locking the door I kept
wondering whether Elisa was serious or not about this. She has threatened to
divorce me countless times before. And I always told her that we needed to work
on our marriage and not throw it all away. I have a lifetime’s worth of
throwing away relationships and marriages that could have worked and could have
been successful. And I always felt that this marriage would be different, that
it would work out. Of course, my success began just before me and Elisa got
married. Our honeymoon stage as you may call it was spent with meetings from
morning till late at night and then all-nighters working in my office. There
were times I never even went to bed to sleep.
I rushed to the
elevator, and in a few seconds I was down to the ground floor. It seems that
everyone had packed up and gone home, because the whole space of the lobby was
completely empty, except for Linda which was making last minute calls from the
reception area.
The lobby of the
Johnsons’ Inc. building is just as magnificent as the building itself, maybe
even more. The whole of the lobby area is covered in crisp white granite,
adorned with beautiful paintings all around the dome shaped area, with a
crystal chandelier coming down from the ceiling, and black couches found all
around the lobby. A round shaped reception is found exactly in the middle of
the lobby, and that’s where Linda spends all her time. I must say, she is one
good receptionist. The fact that she stays there until I leave is something
that I will forever be grateful for.
I rush out of
the elevator, say goodbye to Linda, and rush to the revolving doors as soon as
I saw my driver waiting for me outside the building. As he sees me approaching,
he comes out of the SUV and opens the door for me. As I go out the door, a cool
chill hits me, Typical New York winter. Snow had just started to fall and I
felt a relief as soon as I entered the vehicle.
A relational drama - not my normally chosen genre. I see the idea as valid but wonder on the possbile length of the story. Have you mapped it out? Determined the character cast?
Posted 11 Years Ago
11 Years Ago
I'm more comfotable writing in this style and genre! And yes I assure you that this will be a long e.. read moreI'm more comfotable writing in this style and genre! And yes I assure you that this will be a long enough story because i'm planning on giving it a shocking twist but more of that later on of course
So well written! Now, I'm curious as to what and how will Mr. Johnson win back his wife's love?? What has he done or should I be asking what is she doing behind his back?? Keep up the good work!! :)
Thank you so much for reading and reviewing, it means a lot ! :)
Well the reason why El.. read moreThank you so much for reading and reviewing, it means a lot ! :)
Well the reason why Elisa wants to divorce Richard is because Richard is more focused on building up his career than building his married relationship with Elisa. She emphasizes on the fact that she feels that she doesn't have a husband, and there is also the fact that she wants children but he doesn't seem to be interested.
What Mr. Johnson does to win back his wife will be revealed later on, so you'd have to wait and see :P
Thanks again ! :)
11 Years Ago
Awesome! Can't wait! :)
11 Years Ago
second chapter is up if you'd like to see :P thanks again :)
Wow! I think you have had a great start with this story! It is very well written (you seem like a seasoned writer) and your plot seems intriguing too. Keep writing!
Posted 11 Years Ago
11 Years Ago
Hii AK,
I'm glad you like my beginning. At first I thought it would be too much to begi.. read moreHii AK,
I'm glad you like my beginning. At first I thought it would be too much to begin this novel with such a shocker or might I say a delicate subject. I'll be posting the second chapter soon! :)
Thanks again for taking the time to read and review :)
Hi, My name is Maria. I'm an 18 year old University Student studying Radiography and Radiotherapy for the next four years of my life. I also live in the beautiful island of Malta.
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