Urges

When ever I feel the urge

I try to remember the hate

When ever i feel the want

I remember the fate

of everyone who goes back down the road

of all those I have lost

some never to regain

that is the cost

of falling into the trap

why would you begin the road

If you know you may not come back

I've been down it so many times before

It always has an ugly end

some ture to beggers some turn to hoars

That is the fate of all us who travel down it

someone has saved me from this horrible fate someone has always stepped in

before it becomes to late

how long will this luck last

how many chances do I get

How many times can I repeat the past

Before it happens I don't come back

I hear the calling everyday

Come back, it's alright, you'll be okay

I know it's lies, I know the end of this way

Why then, Why, would I go back?