Good Poison

I am pulling away in hopes that you would pull me back in. I am walking away hoping you would you would go after me. I pretend like everything is nothing when nothing is everything. I'm doing this because I realised that I've been doing everything wrong. When I am upset I shouldn't show that I am upset for you to take action. In fact, I have to do the opposite. I have to pretend like I don't care. I don't know how long I should keep this on, but I know if I stop and do what I used to do, eventually, you will be the one pulling away. There needs to be some sort of challenge in everything. Easy is evil. There has to be a challenge when it comes to me. I don't want to challenge you, but I want you to be challenged.