He was always either college bound or wheelchair bound.
But his math scores weren't good enough for college.
But good enough to count grams
A 9 - 5 only paid by the hour
Drugs paid by the pound
Plus 9 months, wasn't long enough
to find a job right out of high school
while his girlfriends water broke
He watched her water brake like his self-esteem
Brake like the very ATM card
he uses to separate flour,
I mean cocaine, but he called it flour
His mother hasn't seen flowers since
his dad died and the mortgage company
sent a sympathy card along with the new bill.
Sympathy is reaction to the distress
or need of another human being
And mom needs the lights to stay on
to see the flowers her son bought her
And needs the water bill paid
to keep those flowers alive
Needs the gas on to cook for her son
Needs the mortgage paid so she has a place
to pray at night for his safe return
From the very streets that accepted him
when the world first rejected him