Can't catch my breath

Let me rest.
I wanna stop running.
My feet are tired.
I wanna sit on the ground and stare at the sky.

I can't breathe.
Did I over do myself?
When was the last time I relaxed?
I don't remember.
I don't know if I want to remember a happy memory here.
Do I even have any happy memories?

Starring at the sky like this makes me feel calm.
This dream won't last long I should appreciate this peace.
Miracles don't happen much for me it's kinda rare.
I don't wanna leave.

But.

It seems that they have found me again.
I don't want to get on my feet.
I just finished running from these demons.
Why do they want me so bad?