hold my hand

if i could just plug my life in
get it under control
get something happy on a regular basis
get some kind of sense out it all
but its all to weird
its all too deranged
like i'm not really here
just watching it all remote lack of control
just so f****n bad
if i could just get somebody to actually hear me
if i could just get somebody to notice
but its all got strange
the road is all gore no glory
and even standing here with you feel all alone
hey will you take a second from your own screaming
and notice me
hold my hand
if i could just pull the plug
get the whole thing to pause
i could get a grip
i could get an idea which way
if i could
if i could