Reason

How can I love you?
My heart is swollen but,
With joy or
Everlasting sorrow?
I feel a gossamer
-Something-
Lying gently over my emotions
Suffocating me.
I struggle to clear my
Mind of your haze
Turn my face away
To avoid your eyes
I need to pull myself
Back,
Back,
All the way back
To cold, bright reality
So that I can think
Reason my way through
You-
My enigma
My weakness
My Love.