Move on and go

Many times I am asking myself. Why I love such people who never cares on me either. I just cant stop myself from doing. For it has been part of my being. Maybe it has been built within with someone unseen. Its hard to do so. When you want someone to give back what you give. Yet you can not force them. For they have their own lives to care. I never look for someone who does more than I did. I am always all out. Giving you more than you want. But at the end I am still the one striving hard to move forward. How does it happen? when you know you did your part. Yet it seems not enough.
I should be ha[[y of myself. Yet sadness chase. Am hiding from my pain. Turning direction ending in the same way. I cant change myself for what i become. Acceptance is what I need to have.

If You hear the cry of my heart. Please heal and be near. I know you're there. Your presence makes me feel someone care. Embrace me then till my eyes be open. Make me realize what I have and never be broken. Standing still despite life's criticism. I should celebrate your greatness. Adapting your happiness. Through Yes and Nos. Smiles still goes.