What's wrong with me?

ups and downs

What's wrong with me,

I'll never know,

And no matter how much I seem to grow,

i never really grow to see,

I don't know how to feel,

Or even how to think,

They call me dumb,

but all I want-- 

Is to feel something right now,

They say every night has brighter days,

But those days just seem so far away,

Because right now all I see-- are pitch black nights,

Maybe I talk too fast for you,

Or maybe I cry too much,

Maybe I don't think enough, 

or do I think too much??

What's wrong with me?

You decide,

Cause it seems my answers are all invalid,

And yours are all just simply perfect.

Reviews

[Julie McCarthy (juliesp..]

I like this
For years and years and years an eternity I hated me. All that I was
I know I’m not like others strangely different but God created us all an original each one
Don’t hate yourself or look inward too much but try to. see the good points in yourself forget the rest and love yourself for your own unique individuality that God made you we are unique every one of us
Enjoyed your write I can relate

[Amorous Palm]

Thank you, this means so much!!

[beauitifulybroken]

I relate to this poem so much, I feel we have similar struggles. It's a hard battle when you are battling the world along with yourself. I hope we both find healing and realize our worth.

Thank you for sharing this and being vulnerable.

[Amorous Palm]

Thank you literally so much, It means a lot to me that someone understands what I am feeling.

[beauitifulybroken]

I know it may not mean much coming from a stranger, but nothing is wrong with you even though it feels that way. Sometimes it takes bearing your soul to find your truth.

[Amorous Palm]

Thank you !! ANd to be honest, once you commented, youre no longer a stranger.

[beauitifulybroken]

:) either are you, my friend.

[Amorous Palm]

Ofcourseee

[John the Baptist]

No one can heal your self esteem problems but you. But you have to make the choice.