Anomaly

People are not as joyful as you thought they are

The street wasn't as bright as usual when I walked home today

And all the light that illuminate the pavements were blinding

Or is it just my feeling?

You and your usual blue eyes weren't even the same

Were they cloudier?

Were you quieter?

I don't know

I strummed my guitar in front of the crowd

Gave all my love to the lonely people

Then I walked home alone

Like how Janis Joplin lived

I've gotten used to this

And all my friend think that I'm a fellow

When all I am is just a hollow

How could they not see?

How could they not feel?

That I'm nothing but a flesh that has gotten used to a grin

The blood moon shone over my burned head

Everything felt like an anomaly

Even you, my dearest, could not see

That I was right on the edge of the cliff

Maybe I should have made my choice

Between heaven and hell for over a year ago

Now that I'm on the street laying down

There's still no one who look after me

I'm still alone even after I put on a good show

And all the light that illuminate the pavements are still blinding

Author's Note

sorry if it's no good

Reviews

[HippieSoulPunx]

Deep writing, very sad and something that I can relate to a lot. Sometimes it feels like you're shouting for help, and no-one notices. It feels weird, like you're invisible, or you start to worry that they don't care about you. But I think it's hard for people to see the way you feel inside, especially if you're trying to hide it, because most people don't want to think their loved one is unhappy, so they see what they want to see. Very beautiful piece of writing, hope I can read more from you soon :)

[maria ai]

thankyouu :)

[Nobody]

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