Chapter one

i knoW...its short...but no worries, i'll make more ^^ oh! one thing! if u want u can like make banners and stuff lawl...i will publish them...i just luuuuuv them! XD

 Chapter one

            Fagget.

            That’s what they call me, over and over and over again. When will it stop? At school i dont have any friends. I feel alone all time. I actually only had one friend, Alex, he left five years ago, i never saw him again. Well, anyways, lets continue... yes, i am not that popular at school, when i first started there some girls actually tried hitting on me, i just lew them off. Everybody knows i’m gay now, and i didnt even come out. Well... at home i did, last year, it broke my mom’s heart back then but she still loves me, it was only the first shock that hit her, but my dad, well, he doesnt talk to me that often, i know he even as dificulties looking at my face... that just hurts... I have a sister, two years younger actually... OH! U might as well know... i’m 15 years old... i might seem to you right now rater depressed but this is just my mood today, so dont bother with me, I am actually pretty happy well not really, but i try showing that, its like some sord of mask, i dont know...  but i just seem to be getting more and more sad i dont know... i just want everything to be like it was before...

Oh! this is me, Shane Matheson

 

-----------------------------anouther school day anouther hell hole........................................

            I was gazing my mess of a locker, just trying to find something, dont know what but i was... i hated school and even more the recess...i know weird... but this is why

“Fagget” it was rick, captain of the football team... he pushed me, making me hit my body over to the hard cold metal of the locker..it hurted... but i was used to it

            I could hear His group laugh. I am sick of him and that group, its because of them that i dont hav any friends here, everyone is afraid to be picked on...just sad...

            The bell rang, time for math class... i was never any good at math, but it was just something i had to go through. I closed my locker and grabbed my backpack of the ground, walking towards the classroom. I noticed something, well someone, he was entering the same class as me, i never seen him before, he must be new, He looked at me... I was still looking at him, i could see how he really was now, absolutely gorgeous, realy gorgeous, he had hazel eyes and well... he was f*****g gorgeous... I walked towards the door, yes, where he was...

This is him

“Hey” he whispered to me, i felt a shiver down my spin...

“hi” i said quickly and i got in... yes... i am rater shy

            I sat down on the back, i liked it better there. I noticed him walking towards me. He sat right next to my seat.... i could see he wanted to talk

“U dont remember me do you?” he whispered...  i looked at him, he smiled

            I had to break the smile off

“hmm no, sorry... i dont know you” I really didnt remember

            He putted His hand on my chair.

“Its me, Alex”

            now i could see it... it was him, my eyes lid up, i was smilling like crazy... i couldnt belive it was him, he changed a looot...gawd he’s hawt!

“oh my gosh” Lawl that was the first thing it came through my mind... he laughed

“Gawd shane i misssed u” he went right to a hug, it felt strange, i wasnt hugged that much... i just stood there while he squeezzed me

            I heard a few laughs, i pushed him off me

“U should pretend u dont know me here, i am not exactly mister popular”

            He looked at me

“Wat? I dont f*****g give a s**t....anywayyys... u changed a looooot shane u look...hmmm ..hawt “

            Hawt? I looked hawt? Was he drunk... i blushed

“ahaha ur not to bad urself...”

            He smiled

“U know wat?” he asked

“Hmm wat?” lawl

“U going to hang out with me after school” He smiled and looked foward...the teacher had just came in

 

Reviews

[Eidolon Michael]

Great chapter :-) It was nice

[Jane Doe]

well i like it alot but why did you stop continue i want to know what happens i like people who dont care what others think and well i am going into fifth grade and weell i dont care what people think about me most think i am mean bossey and some guys hot but i blow thm all off in less its one of my crushes and well i like the wway u spell in here you dont care if people make fun of you but if some one pushed me hed be on the ground in five secs wether he waas foot ball star or what i will kick him in his balls and flip him then puch he will learn his leason