Disruption

No matter how I feel 

and although this pain is unbearable 

im going to carry on for you

because you mean everything to me

Sometimes I dont understand this emptiness and pain inside

i will still trust that you have a plan and a purpose for my life

and that you care 

When i struggle to even take one step ahead 

i know your holding my hand and i can do it

when im scared and cry 

and tears come flowing out of my eyes 

I know that you are here with me 

I can't control things all the time and that scares me 

because im scared of what could happen 

and i could loose everything 

that ive built up 

by myself