No matter what

When a lover doesnt respect you and love you the way they should. Struggling to let them go and finding the self worth in yourself to take hold of what you truly deserve. Its okay to love someone, but

Im gonna love you no matter what they say

Whether its wrong or right 

I’m gonna love you all through the fight

No matter what happens or how much you destroy me 

I will love you no matter what

I’m not afraid of my future

Only that you won’t be apart of it 

I know we said, we’d stick at it no matter what

But, I have this gut feeling that things have changed

Because I don’t love you the same anymore

Whenever I look at you 

I want to feel this love that was once here

but its gone

I can’t imagine a day without you 

But, we cant carry this thing on we call love 

You scream and you shout

Control me in everyway 

That isn’t love

You are selfish and greedy and never let me have my say

I can step back and pretend i’m fine 

and just watch this all happen before me 

But I know I am worth more than your false accusations and lies

I’m not going to stand by you because it’s convenient 

And comfortable

I deserve true love

To be cared for and respected

To be treasured and adored 

To be spoilt and held

I gave you everything I ever had

I tried

You then took me for granted and forgot about me 

I’m no longer sitting here and hurting inside 

I’d rather be out there hurting inside

Because I can’t live without you 

but its something worth leaving behind 

so I can truly be all that im made out to be 

I’ll always love you no matter what they say 

you’ll always be in my heart

Reviews

[Abhishek Ramkissoon]

a one sided love i can see and feel. an agony inside and yet so much love flowing. beautiful one.