BitterA Poem by M. Shepherd
Tattered will and stubborn fury,
a f**k you is wrapped up in a silently caustic I love you. Tight lips from behind a texted smiley face, benign, an actual f*****g accomplishment that smiley face so earnest I could kiss my bloodied-cuticle fingers for committing to it, pressing send, hoping with jaw clenched the embers of hatred die in the dull trash can of my heart by morning, or at their earliest convenience. All I want is the grandma I never met to stroke my hair and let me squeeze her strong hand too tight and cry my furious little bitter tears because someone important long ago didn't give a s**t and I can't even remember who, all that's left is the vague sense that I am alone in this world, so very, essentially alone. © 2023 M. Shepherd |
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Added on August 5, 2023 Last Updated on August 5, 2023 AuthorM. ShepherdPortland, ORAboutLate bloomer and shy of sharing I'm ever reticent to reveal But here I am, ready. more..Writing
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