I thought I let the sea shells sink
But I keep finding sand in my bed
Im sleeping anxiously on Cornish rocks
Waves crashing against my head
I wished upon a star tonight
To let me swim away
But fear of water keeps me here
A dark shadows watching me decay
Sunshine’s warmth reminds me where I am these days
Its easy to forget
When all u have is a front, a face, a smile
And a ball and chain of regrets
I wonder on forever more
with a memory that’s turned to a haze
Everyday I wake im one free of another misery
Deepened cuts begin to fade to a graze