Bandwagon Aspects of Nature

A poem about my perspectives on love and nature.

At times it is not love i look for
But it is the inner peace i have fallen prey to
This obsession with pure happiness and relaxation
Like trying to get strong without protein or steriods
Like trying to get hopeful without alcohol
Must i have sacrifice a body part of mine to have nature speak to me?
I have foreseen a mere coincidence
That when i have been on bandwagon of love
I have witnessed beautiful aspects of time and nature
Why have i not been able to apprehend these fine qualities until i am single?
To merely replicate these memories of nature is my goal
As i will live for life instead of love for life

Author's Note

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