5 years in 10 words

A Poem by Anormaldog

A sad poem

I've always been warm
To take your embrace
Inside me a swarm
Outside me a race

I've looked throw your window
To pick up and throw
His love kept below
Which never did show

Once in your house, I stayed for a bit
Jumping of joy, that this would be it
Then sad did I leave, for short was that day
I prayed for your kiss, you prayed for his stay

If foggy or dark, sunshine or rain
I wished in the end to not end in pain
Alas, suffered have I, in torment of years
A man broken, of hunger, sadness and tears

Remember that day I kissed your red lips
The boat that was rocking your skirt covered hips
You surely forgot, like Time told me then
"She is trouble.. a woman loving 2 men"

Tired of you but up once again
Dreaming of kisses you never did send
In dreams I see us, chappels and then
We leave in a car with bells at its end

How I said I love you,
After that fight
You gave me a stare, like stones that had died
And asked me again, what I lay away
My soul to be trampled, you kept it at bay

Big was my risk, I gave it my all
To conquer your heart, I set all my hope
An El Capitan
And me without rope

In that day of old, when wheels were turning
You hands were so cold my hands are still burning
I gave you my sweater and slept with it on
Indulged in your smell, a beggers coupon

Your cheeks I did touch
And tears flowed so deep
I wanted your hand
I wanted to keep
The thought of those days when my only dream
Was seeing you laugh, smile and beam