The Rotten and Retarded Appleseed

I waited and waited, but your false arrival is the only thing that appeared, like a gust of wind,all of the sudden, there you is, at the shake of the leaves, your running away from me, with all that I got,I fight with the thought to make you stop,and take me where ever you are, instead I do nothing but pretend you actually give a f**k, I might as well give up, because in our hearts we both know, there's never gonna be us, I want what I want and Im never gonna get it back, you left me that cold November day, 2 years back, and Im still not ok....in all actuality my stem is covered with aphids, injecting me with milagrams of being forgotten, the rotten and retarded appleseed, maybe I didnt roll to far away from the tree, dont feel bad if I cant breath, its not like rejecting me, doesnt come so naturally, I can wait tell im sick in the face, expressionless and havent slept in days, so if you find the buy 1 get 1 free packs of sanity, pick that s**t up for you and me please....

Author's Note

ignore grammer please....tell me what u think