mind aug 26

the things that go through my mind

i feel like i am walking blind

i get a chill from a thought

i come to realization you have to work to be happy

no glee i just want to flee

why cant anyone accept me for me

i feel like people think i am a door matt

i dont need more pain just trying to be get that joy

i have no ploy or plan

can i be happy agian or will i just be pushed down agian

i plee let me be

no one accepts me for me

is there a door i have to open

its not fair why do they get to be happy?

i obey no change

i dont know what i have to pay to be happy but tell me the price

i dont want to slice or dice just to smile and it not to be fake

i want to make my dreams true

no longer be blue

no one has a clue of the things that go through my mind

ust feel like screaming "no more"

i deal though hold it all in

im bold with words cause of my pain

theres no gain from it all

i curl up in a ball sometimes

i lay the thoughts race they arent paced