Pouring

Pouring

A Poem by Manda
"

When it rains, it f****n pours...

"
The puzzle that is my heart isn't missing a piece,
It's on f****n fire, gone forever.
As the reality seeps into the skin,
I begin to understand that you aren't leaving,
You already left.
Suitcase, mind, soul, love
All left behind in the backyard,
All alongside the dog you buried last year. 
Was I too needy?
Too young? Too old for you?
Did you hate us?
Whatever it was, I was dead.
17 years old girl, 10 year old whiskey
New pain, old knife
Desperation, confusion, pain in the soul
Blood, tears, and napkin pieces in my skin
A void that would later be filled with the words
"I'm sorry, and I love you."
Has it been filled though?

© 2012 Manda


Author's Note

Manda
A poem that I have been afraid to share because of the truth behind it. But now, I can share it..finally.

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No its not filled.
This is very sad. .but i guess everything happens with a reason.maybe he was an obstacle to achieving your goals,maybe he was to be bring you trauma in the future.you never know.always keep it positive.

Posted 12 Years Ago


A very strong write... anger, hurt, and and a path's beginning.

Posted 12 Years Ago


I agree, when it rains, it EFFIN pours.

Ah, the conundrum of relationships...I weathered a few, and I continue to weather some more...then Pee Wee Herman comes to mind, from his movie Big Adventure..."I'm a loner, Dottie, a Rebel" lol, or something to that effect, and all is good in the world lol jk. I wish there was an easy anecdote for the break up blues...but there isn't except: Time Heals All. :)

Posted 12 Years Ago


deep meaning and i found it wicked at the same time

Posted 12 Years Ago



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Added on March 21, 2012
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Manda
Manda

Albuquerque , NM



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I'm terrible at these "about me" things. Well, I'm a worker at a daycare on her way onto becoming a teacher and writer. My quirky sense of humor,love for morbid and disturbing horror, and familiarity .. more..

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