Life is mysterious......A Story by manasi sarangiLife is always mysterious....but believe me what life used to choose that is the best....sometimes we used to admit; sometimes not...but life reveals the secret after years.....
It is a real life story...i also don't know whose.......as i got i tried to put it in my words....take a try to be in Love.......
Hi..........., My name is Ishita Patel.. My home town is Ahmedabad, Gujurat…. I
love Cape town as well as Gujurat. What matters for me are the people in any
place! Cape town has accepted me like i always belongs to here only. I never
felt that I don’t belong here. In my new office everyone is so nice. They all
have accepted me like I am a small child & they are my guardians. But the story starts how I came here? What
were my dreams? & the most important question is that why I came here? The
first question in everyone’s mind is that a single child from Orissa, who
really doesn’t have any dreams besides be happy with the family in the hometown
with the parents, Why the dreams has changed in the mid-way? If you want to know the answers then you have
to go the year of 2005.It is that year which has given me wings to fly, to run too
mesmerised by the beauty of nature & finally gave me the reason to come out
of my own town.
It was my
graduation days last morning, as much as foggy as my mom’s cup of tea. Small
dazzling drops made it more chilled. I was dying to do the living-in with my
blanket, but really failed to stay out of my mom’s sight. Then as usual an
Indian mom’s scolding. After the scolding debate I have started for my college
to give my practical exam in Physics. What to tell about the subject just like
a hell! If anybody will get by the Readers of the college then it will be a
really pathetic life for us. So my entire group’s final assignment was ready
with the help with another firefox. I really loved my life like a plain simple
girl of any small town. Has a usual dream to get married within one or two
quarters after the graduation result out. At the next moment I
was near the door-step of my best friend Namita, who was always in the bed. Now
you guys should know who is Namita, in one line she can be a good-looking
demon, loves sleeping & loves to steam her eyes by good-looking hot guys.
Then I have started my everyday morning mission to grill up nami’s bed. After a
struggle of seven minutes only she woke up & gave a very embarrass look to
me. “You can’t wait for another two minutes”-she said & again got her
prepared to land on the bed.”Practical exam-twenty minutes” I told & waited
for her high heal sound which was about to come from my back. Really my
assumptions can never be wrong; she was standing next to me and saying “Two
minutes Ishita, I am just on my way”. I don’t have any other option, so I just
saw one time my watch & started to wait for ten minutes. Yes, you all heard
correct, if Namita will tell any time to wait, always multiply five to that
number. I am used to it from last seventeen years. Now only one question to your mind, how do I
know Namita? Come to 1988........ It was my first day in the nursery
class, as per my mum i was looking like a cutie pie & as well as I wasn’t
willing to go to school. So after a long drama i went to school with my granny.
As per my old school teacher’s my granny also did a time-consuming-drama &
finally i went inside the school. There i felt some good smell is coming like veg
-sandwich. I went to that side & started searching for my destinations.
Then i went to her & started staring to her Tiffin box, then as per our
friends i had some mushroom-sandwiches (as i don’t remember anything before my
standard five). “I like veg-sandwiches” i said. She didn’t tell anything just
passed me the tiffin box silently. From that silence she became my friend
although she was very sleepy, not at all interested for the studies, very good
dancer and most importantly i love her more than my siblings. My younger
brother was always jealous of her because i was spending most of the time with
her only. But i don’t have any other option. In the childhood once my father
told me, “It is better to not having friends, rather
than worthless friends, always have one who will be with you in every
situation, position & condition.” So as
i already got one i just want to be with her.....however she will be. However
the fight will be...however the misunderstanding will be.......By the
graduation days she already became the inseparable part of my life.
As i was in my thinking world, can hear Nami’s voice “I am ready ishi,
when you will be return back from your fantasy world?” I came to know then my
princess was ready and we had to go to our Practical Exam. Although i was
pursuing Physics as my honours & she was Zoology, then also our class
timing were allowing us to be together. We both were too happy that day, that
day i was about to finish my graduation as well as speak about Niyam to my parents......If
my granny would be with me then it must
be easier......bad luck.....What i will tell about Niyam? He was the person who
taught me how to be happy. In every one’s present also i was feeling lonely,
every time i need someone. I didn’t know to the expression but it was happening
to me and more over it i do not know what the reason is. Then Niyam came to my
life and i came to know all the answers of my unanswerable questions. Finally i
found the love of my life. He was in the last year of the Engineering, already
got a campus from Reliance Chemicals in Mumbai. Now you must be thinking how i
came to him? He was a friend of my own cousin brother. Welcome to the golden
day of my life 21st June 2003.............
I had just completed my 1st year of Bsc. I and my Nami was
enjoying life like hell, everyday watching movie, plucking mangos from Raja’s
Bagan , going to the near by fountain, eating all the foods and finally my dear
nami was getting her full 12 hours sleep. One day my cousin saurav came and
invited me for a summer party, i was about to say no he told “Today is my
Birthday, Himi”. I became speechless by that moment. That time i felt i was a
dumbest dump person on the face of the earth. “Happy birthday to a wonderful
brother” i told. But he did not seem to be convinced. “Himi, if you are coming
then only you will be forgiven, anyway himadri has already wished me.”He told
me and try to be get out of my sight, then again he fell back and told me “Your
better-half is also invited, anyway you are not going to come without her.”
First i thought, and then came to know, they are talking about nami. We both are on our full
excitement. Because for the first time we both were going to a birthday party
in any hotel. Before that our parents never allowed us to go out in night also.
Because of the anger i had on my own bro Himadri, i did not take him to the
party. How anyone can know that something is going to happen to their life? But
i got a nice symbol from love; a very beautiful butterfly was rounding against
me in that hypnotic evening. “Sometimes different paths
will come to you for which you have never imagined. “ We reached at the
party. My bro welcomed us and introduced us to each and every friend. Then the
rock has started. By that time we are just playing some games. My bro was an
engineering student, so some of engineering students had come to our party.
Since we did not know them we are just enjoying with our known people, like my
bro’s best friend and all. Suddenly i heard “what happened!”, “Who did”,
“Should we go to the hospital”. “Saurav bhaiya is bleeding Ishi” Nami started
shouting. For one second i just freezed.
After that how i called the Ambulance, went to hospital and did all the
formalities i do not know. After three hours my bro opened the eyes and for the
first time i felt why everyone cries in happiness. I hugged my bro and kissed
him in front of everyone. That time i was not thinking that who will think what
or what next? I just know my bro is all right. His friends were also good. They
stayed there to see when he would be waking up. By that time my uncle-aunt had
come. I did not want to stop them from taking care of their son, so i and my
name started moving. “ishi, how will you go now?” Rakshat said. Rakshat-my
bro’s best friend. “Niyam, can you please drop ishi and nami?” Without
listening to us only he told to someone. Then for the first time i came to
know, how your body and heart will feel when you will see the person whom you
are going to love more than your life.....I felt that his eyes were deeper than
ocean and i was going deeper and deeper . For few moments i could not feel
anything in the hospital also. Just everything is stopped and only we two are
there. “Ishi what are you thinking? We have to go.” Nami started shouting. By
her shouting only i came to know that i was in Hospial. Then i started moving
in a robotic way after him. By that time i came to my sense i was already in
the back seat of the car. Nami was occupying the front seat. “In which class
both of you are?” Niyam asked. “We are in 2nd year BSc.” Nami
answered. From hospital our home is about 2 hours. So in between their
conversation i slept. When by any hump
my eyes got open and my look went to the near view mirror, our four eye met. So
we both came to know that we liked each other by that time. I can not understand
by doing this only one and half hours has passed. He dropped Nami, near her
home and my home from there is hardly half an hour. Vehicle had started moving in
the snaky roads. By the time of changing gears his hand used to touch my right
thigh. Some different type of current was passing by my body in that time. I was praying to god to freeze that moment.
Suddenly he looked at me, i looked at him and perhaps he read my mind.........
His car took a U turn in front of my home only and i did not stop him. Perhaps
my desire was much more compared to him. Then he turned the car towards the
near by forest area and put his hand rounding near my waist. At that moment i
was wishing that his hand should be attached to my body like forever and
forever…………………..We made love very eccentrically. Upto that time I have not
spoken a single word. After that he dropped me home, although I was not able to
walk and when I reached home…..like that my love stated
Ater
coming from college…… i saw one marriage
card was waiting for me………that was his marriage card……What I can do at that
moment…I cried in my birth room and I left my home-town forever……
Today only I
have realised that we should not take any decisions so early that it will be
impossible to undo……today after a long time I came to know that, after that
night……….his marriage was cancelled and still now he is waiting for me….i heard
it from my brother and today I am going my home-town…..i didn’t know that one
hour was so strong that it had broken all boundries……..including my thinking
that boys used to forget everything and love does not have any place in their heart……..as
per me now they can wait for you so much that anybody can’t…..Today I Ishita
Patel going to my Niyam Mehta………I did not understand him properly…….It was just
a fake card by which he wanted to tease me, but I broke all relations………..In
this I lost my precious years…..
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Added on February 2, 2014 Last Updated on February 2, 2014 Authormanasi sarangibangalore, karnataka, IndiaAbouthi, I am so much passionate about writing...because of my personal duties...i was not able to give time to my passion so now i am here..please judge my writing and give me feedback...thanx. more..Writing
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