Away

Hear me scream
inwardly, why can't
I be freed!
Why won't you
cease stirring me?!
Is it impossible
to see the
fury now devouring?
There lives one
dormant monster silent,
who 'wakens every
time you open
a spewing mouth
of words poisoning,
- you name truths -
known as lies.
I cannot show
that I am
losing more control
and all I
want to do
is run away
from this place
of re-birthing rage
that always breaks!
Every thought I
think leads me
to dwell as
far as mind
wishes my feet
could quickly flee...
I don't want
to fight you...
Please, just listen,
but if not,
please, just let
me walk away.

Author's Note

I get angry. It really disturbs me when people won't listen. And ultimately, if they won't listen, then I want them to just let me walk away. Is that wrong? If none will let me solve it, will help in solving it, is it wrong to then just want to leave, because I cannot take anymore? It is bad to not be permitted to leave, calm down, and release your fury, because someone wants a last word, or to exhibit their power play/control...It is bad when your emotion is so strong, so intense, that you must sob and scream to yourself, your hands hitting at the air.