Confusion

I'm left spinning
disconnected
running
un collected
many voices
unfamiliar
many choices
none chosen
headace
not like any other
I'm far away
yet right next to you
my head keeps turning
I need to move

help I'm listening not learning
in the end I'll lose
trapped, abandoned, forgotten
I'm left all alone yet surounded
confusion

Author's Note

I wrote this about two years ago when I was 12. I was having a difficult time with middle school drama that seem so unimportant now.