Alone

I'm broken inside, and torn into pieces
and no one can fix me, this pain never ceases
no one hears my cries, I face this alone
so many mistakes, I should of known
I've lost my breath, I can no longer breathe
I'm dying inside, and no one can save me
Life is full of choices, its my decision not to live
I brought this upon myself, and that I can't forgive
I can't lie to myself anymore, I can't be what they want me to be
No one is perfect, I'm not even close, mistakes and flaws are all I can see
I'm afraid of myself, I've finally gone insane, I'm not myself, this freak took my place
I don't want this anymore, I don't want this pain, but I know that nothing will ever be the same