My life

I wear these smiles people don't see are fake.
I act like the perfect child, knowing I'm such a fool.
This girl, who you think is happy, is sad.
My heart was broke, I can't seem to let that go.
The guy I love, told me he loved me to.
I believed him, until he turned around and broke me.
You see, I once knew this girl, who was my best friend.
She also turned around and stabbed me in the back.
My family and I have issues.
My real dad, he didn't even want me.
You see, he didn't even think twice.
My sisters are gay, and the whole world f*****g hates them.
I don't wanna die, but what the hell is wrong with me?
Don't you get it, this girl was happy, she was fine?
You came around and tore it all away.
Everyone seems to hate me.
You see, this place is my only friend.
Its my only escape.
I'm not depressed. I'm just heartbroken.
The guy I was talking about before.
I hope he gets what he deserves.
I was holding this in.
You see, people say I'm too young to know what love is.
A lot can happen in 14 years.
I maybe young but I gave my heart away, only to have it stepped on.
Haven't you ever had that one time in your life where you just break?
Where you hold in feelings for so f*****g Long and it just comes out?
That's what happened here.
Like I said, I'm not depressed, just heart broken. My life is great, yes, but I still get sad sometimes.

Reviews

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

This sounds more like a vernt then a poem.
Although yes it is great to write all your feelings down on paper. Or type them up and post em on here.
A writer feels the need to write or type down all there emotions, and writers seem to get there feelings out better when writing not talking.
I'm sorry you where going through a hard time, some of these things you wrote about, seem really tough to pull through, but you are pulling through them and that's great :)
Great write :)

[Maddy Raye]

ThNks you :)

[cimmy wuv xxxooo]

Your welcome :)

[tanmay7551]

Poor girl! It is like all the doors for her are open but ends in dark. No support from family and the only person she loved also betrayed...

Again young age adds fuel to fire...
It is difficult to handle at young age and hurts from within..

I have been there...

Only advise if at all it counts to anyone will be to watch your own actions, have patience, somehow control yourself and let the time pass by... engage yourself in other hobbies or things you love ..

Time will for sure heal the wounds, even though there may be scars.

Wonderfully written!

[Maddy Raye]

Thanks you :)

[Ashish]

It's really painful..
And I am emotional by reading this poem
It really hurts when friends backstabbed us...

[Maddy Raye]

Yes it does hurt. Thank you for reading this. :)