i wonder..

i feel bad, i don't usually feel bad. But now i do, and i decided to express it and share it. Thank you for reading tho:).

I wonder..

I wonder if we all feel the same

if we all fall into the ground and cry every night

or am i the only one

i wonder if we all feel miserable for nothing

or am i the only one

I wonder if we all feel sad 

does the perfect-life people feel that way

or am i the only one

I wonder if i am the only one who feels bad after a good day

or am i the only one..

 

Lately, I've lost many people.

Why?

I've let me down. That's why. Let me tell you how..

I used to be a person with a white heart, i forgave everybody, i gave everyone who asked a second chance, i loved everyone, i was always there.

Until i didn't get a second chance

Until nobody was there

I decided to become a different person. They were shocked, because i no longer gave them chances. I wasn't there. They aren't used for that.

It was suddenly not okay for me, but okay for them. So they left. They turned away and left. 

Author's Note

i am not a pro, i just write to express, don't judge:).