Temporarily Permanently Insane

~Why must my mind replay 

the same scene over

and over again

like an obsessed lover

remembering the past?

~Why must my heart ache

out of habit

and stress

of loosing someone

just at the thought of your existence 

~Why can't my mind separate

the joy from the pain

when you are not around?

~How is it my knees go weak

when the stress is gone

and i am alone?

~How do I smile on rainy days

when you are here

and cry on sunny days

when you are not?

~How can my heart beat fast

and pump pain in every inch

of my body when you look at me

~But I hardly feel it beating

when I am ignored?...

I guess...I am Temporarily Permanently Insane!!!