Nostalgic for... Nothing because my past was a*s

I just found my old account on here so I'm gonna free verse out my feels~

I never came to understand

how they fed me s**t by hand

My fear grown long

it covered me

my sadness connected at the root

with triumphant blade

a loss of shade

my eyes drank in the world

it took my hand

to la la land

my eyes buldging and logic moot 

the enigma between my thighs,

a quiet smile and slow goodbyes

I had a new place to be

I was myself

finally

it took a day to steal my heart

and 3 years later, only once will part

he held my love

he still does

I remind him every day, of who I never thought I'd be.

Author's Note

is this site dead?

Reviews

[ranma187]

I really like the third stanza. Feels like I've been there except for maybe the first line haha. For me it was constant butterflies.

[Dr. YumnaKay]

Interesting title, I must say. Letting go of the past can be hard albeit realizing that it was all really s**t.

'with triumphant blade
a loss of shade
my eyes drank in the world
it took my hand
to la la land
my eyes bulging and logic moot'

I liked this stanza the best. You've written out the emotions quite well.

In answer to your author's note: No, it ain't as dead as it seems sometimes ;)