I don’t know what I want ; I only know what I don’t want

I don't want to feel miserable anymore. 
I don't want to play the victim again. 
I don't want to spend my time criticizing my actions and thoughts. 
I don't want to be sick and tired all day long. 
I don't want to spend the rest of my life in this job. 
I don't want to be the "Yes" girl. 
I don't want to please people just to be loved. 
I don't want to party as I used to. 
I don't want to be a sheep like everyone else. 
I don't want to follow the rules. 
I don't want to wear heels and be sexy. 
I don't want to stop eating chocolate and cheese to have a perfect body. 
I just want to be me.