Tears of a championA Poem by felica mariiee
Can I go back to that,
will you hold me again. Can I go back to that, so I can feel happy again. Can I go back to that, I need you in my life. Can I go back to that. Can I go back to that nite.... Where you were holding me in your arms, And we were all alone. No parents home. You were kissing me felt like I had the world, Cause I was in your arms and I was your girl. But now I'm left alone, Frighten, unprotected, when no bodies home. The chill of the nite on my neck. I'm still thinking of you. I'm still in need of an S.O.S. Tears of my pain,
Are Tears of champions, Cuz we are not afriad, To show our true emotions, The wax, the blood it drips down my arm. I feel the rebirth of my soul in silence. Or I mite be disarmed. Is it possible, That screaming is a form of breathing. Is it possible, That I can be lost in a place I'm in everyday. Is it possible, That I can be clueless with all the facts. Is it possible, That no one actually notices you pretend to be okay n the your alone and are a wreck once again. Is it possible, I could risk loosing two friendships for a love that may fade in moments time. Yes its possible, Yes it possible It only took two weeks or three weeks for me to get hold of the reins to two valuable horse and almost crash them into the stable but it only took seconds, a flip of a phone for my breathing to stop and me to resort in screaming tears filling up lakes that have disappear, shatter a reflection n a life. Tears of my pain, Are Tears of champions, Cuz we are not afriad, To show our true emotions, The wax, the blood it drips down my arm. I feel the rebirth of my soul in silence. Or I mite be disarmed. A bright light, a bullet, a sharp knife Mite seem nice, seem, rite, make you feel all better Give it time, Those scars will heel Give it time, your heart will start to mend and a new reflection will appear Give it time, someone will take his place, n you'll be waitin for a new endin predicting it will all be the same more disappointment more rehabilitation but I got no meds to pop no crazy a*s doctor to say stop I got my head on sideways and I fucked up heart and I don't see straight and my choices my descisions, there not always the greatest hey but thats life, you get crushed, smile, pretend your okay, hey but thats life, and you get over it n say "hey whats the lastest." © 2011 felica mariiee |
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2 Reviews Added on January 8, 2011 Last Updated on March 19, 2011 Tags: love, realtionships, reflection, pain, heartbroken, shattered, confussion, confuzzled, friendship, betrayal, lies Authorfelica mariieeSault Ste. Marie, CanadaAboutI'm a teen mom with the most beautiful baby girl in the world. I am a giant nerd. I want to be covered in tattoos.. Mostly Pokémon one. Pokémon has gotten me threw most of my life. It wa.. more..Writing
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