My own worst enemy

About my battle with depression.

A few years ago

My heart filled with happiness

Not a cloud in the sky

My mind filled with

Puppys and rainbows

 

 

 

 

 

 

Oh wait and see, I will come for thee...

 

 

Soon the puppies die

And the rainbows fade

And the sky

Rains on me

My heart

What heart

There is none I can find

 

Oh wait and see, I will come for thee...

 

Nothing to live for

Everything to die for

My twisted view of life

Becomes my reality

My happiness is sadness

And angry becomes pleased

In a cry for help

A worthless life

In my eyes

 

Oh wait and see, I will come for thee...

 

I used to be afraid

But then it became welcomed

Death was my friend

Life was my enemy

Blades and fire

Become my life

Trying to cut

Restraining chains of bondage

 

Oh wait and see, I will come for thee...

 

My eyes turn black

From lack of sleep

My clothes are wrinkled

From lack of care

My smile fades

From lack of happiness

 

Oh can't you see, I came for thee...

 

The few friends I have

Notice somthing wrong with me

That voice inside

Was lying you see

Life is my friend

Death is my enemy

Thats what they said

I didn't believe

A battle never won

 

I'm my own worst enemy.

 

 

Reviews

[Matthew Kult]

I believe it, not sure what I am or am not believing but hell what do I know?
Takes bravery to publicly display our feelings when we are at our lowest. A very good piece.

[rachel <3]

i can not belive you