Mata HariA Poem by Fetish EwingMata Hari, the Speak Easy bar in Savannah, GA, is where the quietest tragedy takes place every Saturday night.The Doorman, with his nerdy glasses, beady eyes, small mouth and our conversations about computer games Dim, moody Lighting The Pool Table Velvet Couches The famous Elephant table So many SCAD Students chatting around the Elephant table nursing vodka drinks, wanting to be somebody The beautiful Staff; their stylishly cut-off tuxedos The DJ The Piano the DJ sits in The Laptop, rested on the piano keys, that the DJ ironically uses to play swing music popular before the 1970s The Doctors, Lawyers and Business Owners who are dumb enough to buy a membership key The Mens Room, of which the lock is broken The Stage The silver Microphone, with its meager grille “Marvin Gaye,” “The O’Jays,” “The Chi-Lites” The periodic Singer, who sings too low to really hear the words she croons The Boredom of my elbow resting on his shoulder, back straight, eyes cut, mouth casually slack The Bourbon Ginger, which is never strong enough The Upper-Middle Class Tourists who stare at me and who suddenly feel out of place The Tall Glass of his Jack & Coke tilted as he pours the drink down in his worn, gunk-infested gullet, which has never explored mine (for which I’m thankful) The Fourth Glass of Bourbon Ginger I desperately gulp down to give me courage The Dance Floor, set in between the stage and the seats The Dance I perform, alone, while he watches me, beaming The furtive Glances at the Doorman, with his slicked back ponytail and strong hands, as he looks past my dancing The Fat, Black Girl whose hand I grab and escort onto the dance floor The loathed Walk back to him The Chill of the sinking in the pit of my stomach as he rests his hand casually on the small of my back “Do you want another drink?” “I want to go.” The Doorman as he opens the door on our way out “Have a good night, Mr. Summers.” The Catch of my breath “Goodnight, Lavon.” “Goodnight, John...” © 2013 Fetish Ewing |
StatsAuthorFetish EwingSavannah, GAAboutHi, Please, check out my work. I'm an extreme extrovert, but I also value my "me" time. I'm the kind of person you don't need to feel bad for if you see me shopping or going to the theater by mysel.. more..Writing
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