words to be kept away

Mixed signals

It was a strike, I thought

That you can come to me without hesitation

I was lucky, I said

Cause you trust me with your reason

I'm good, you said

As a friend to joke around and laugh with

You're bad, I murmured

to left a sign hanging and hid

You smiled, it was a trap

I was caught again just like before

I smiled, it was a lie

Cause I'm getting tired of wanting more

There was a line I can never cross

But you walk over, back and forth

It's vague like your motives

Getting judgement inside the court

I never dared to ask that question

But I expected an answer for some reason

Like wanting the moon to come tonight

But got thunderstorms in a summer's midnight

I'm a fool, they said

As a continue to be one

I'm a fool, they were right

Cause I never tried to run

It was gone for too long and I'm tired

In not deaf nor blind

These words are just muted, not required

And my voice won't come, it was left behind

I'll just put it on a capsule

Then bury with the tears I shed

And when the time pass swiftly

I'll open it again and say "good thing I never said"