CAN'T COMPLETETLY LET GO...!!!!!!! :(

Its just what it is....

forwards ever and backwards never,

common quote used by many but so innevitable..

live for the future without glancing back at the past?

thats just impossible, for the past gives you the courage to push forward.

 

moving from one area to the other,

leaving your school to the new school, leaving for the city

the unbearable pain saying the final goobyes tempts you to look back,

whatever you do, you cant focus on the forwards ever...

it becomes difficult when the sense, need and desire to fit in

the new community kicks in, sitted at the lunch table all alone

when you would have lots of people eating with you...

 

thats when the tears start threatening to spill,

thinking whether you will ever fit in, have the friends..

that adore you, move on with life, be just like other kids..

the final bell goes,you run as fast as your legs can carry you...

to the safety of your bedroom, the only place you can be you..

that corner where you sit to travel back in the memory bank..

thunders blasting, rain splttering down the window sill..

 

when the chance crops up, to visit the old you,

with things drastically changed, friends moved or even

when you are forgotten, floating on the outside,

with only how i wishes, wish i didn't leave,and ther it is.. again

the desire to belong, acceptance...

but belonging to neither of the worlds... the present and past!

how sad... but all in all stay in contact remembe who you are and who you were 

Author's Note

yeh just this is out of my raw fealings... if got any ideas of improvement or any discusiions... b ma guest